hey ! A friend just asked me to start writing this blog seriously. So here I am, writing this as a blog should be.
sigh... this time around i am in my fourth sem which is with most certainty the worst semester for the deptt, hell even for all deptt's in total. the work-load is as huge as the MS, plus the fact that i took up a course by a person called sanil, for whom even the MS is too small. i'll live, but maybe not to the expectations of my parents, friends (assuming i have friends), sis etc, but i know they'd understand. chilling out this time arnd, i'll make sure i do everything i'd been craving for since childhood (see below for details). u'd ask why i didn't do any of that in the last 3 semesters. those who know me wud understand. well i made a deptt change to electrical engg. at the end of my 2nd sem, and that required me to be exceptionally meritorious. i thus had to give up on a lot for the 1st 2 sems, and i really think the fruits have been worth all the effort. anyway the third sem passed too fast for me to stop, take a breath and think about myself. now i realize, time only passes by as fast as u allow it to, and i'm not letting the good moments pass.

I am the QC rep for my hostel and frankly speaking no one thinks i'm doing a good job. not even me, because i'm not. figures shall show it all. we have one like 2 events out of the total huge number, and that too we eneded uip joint third (..ugh..) Anyway, last semester onwards i also started attending fac events and somehow it seems to be working for me. i attended 2 events till now and won prizes in both of them. my rep is very impressed and wants to keep this winning streak going, so i'll probably end up doing all events for fac this sem :). i'll even do oil painting, something i've never done b4. what the hell, there's always a first time.

The friend i was talking abt when i started, invited me to a speaking contest. now that's funny coz my own rep didn't say a word to me. someone else too asked me to go (actually oredered me to {no arguments} ), and i took another opinion just in case and even that person asked me to go. ok, i'll go. last time i attended an extempore i ran off stage. but that was long ago, when i did not know how to speak. now i know how to speak, but i've never done an extempore lately. lesse what happens. at best i'll make a fool of my self, but that's what i really am. ppl who know me will agree.

ciao

1 comment:

conufsed said...

hmmm.... so u finally u posted something tht wud make sense to 'naybodies' like me.i always fatasized abt this facade of ur ...whatever. It seems u r going under bit depression ( or may be it's just introspection ) but whatever it is ...keep it up .coz there is a guy (not gAy )out thr who reads these blogs & sees his fantasies becoming real
you do hav a friend